If the word love can be replaced
I don’t want to call it love
Love is a strong word
And I’d rather ignore the thrust
I’m so scared to fall again
Because falling can break me down
Yet I don’t want this admiration to stop
Yes it’s funny, and hazy, and enhancing
I said to myself over and over again
To be very careful with my flimsy heart
I’ve learnt to hide my feelings
And I guess I’ve been too good at it
Conversely, I want to share the things
That’s been pestering me
Since the moment I realize
Your smile brightens up my day
I’ll say no more
Because it will only get more confusing
But those fascinating small eyes
Just won’t let me over you
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Yeayeah
Lupakah kamu
Kamupun pernah ucapkan cinta padaku
Meski tak kamu umumkan pada dunia
Tapi kamu bilang tak ada yang seperti aku?
Dan mungkin masih ada diingatanmu
Kata-kata yang kamu rangkai menjadi janji
Lalu kamu lemparkan ke tong sampah
di awal bulan Juli?
Aku tahu
Aku ingat
Dan aku tak terluka
Bila itu maksudmu ketika berkata
Kamu jatuh cinta pada gadis lain
Karena jatuh cinta bukanlah hal terbaik yang bisa kamu lakukan
Sejauh aku tahu,
kamu cuma hebat dalam berdusta
Kamupun pernah ucapkan cinta padaku
Meski tak kamu umumkan pada dunia
Tapi kamu bilang tak ada yang seperti aku?
Dan mungkin masih ada diingatanmu
Kata-kata yang kamu rangkai menjadi janji
Lalu kamu lemparkan ke tong sampah
di awal bulan Juli?
Aku tahu
Aku ingat
Dan aku tak terluka
Bila itu maksudmu ketika berkata
Kamu jatuh cinta pada gadis lain
Karena jatuh cinta bukanlah hal terbaik yang bisa kamu lakukan
Sejauh aku tahu,
kamu cuma hebat dalam berdusta
- 010107 -
Ciao
Itulah ujungnya
Aku memutuskan untuk pergi
Tanpa dusta atau pura-pura
Aku tinggalkan semua
Dan berkata ini tlah usai
Karena tentangmu dan untukmu
Yang tersisa hanya kepastian:
Aku salah pernah memilihmu
(Bukan, bukan aku yang menjadi kesalahanmu)
Kamu tidak lagi
Dan tak akan pernah lagi
Istimewa.
- 010107 -
Aku memutuskan untuk pergi
Tanpa dusta atau pura-pura
Aku tinggalkan semua
Dan berkata ini tlah usai
Karena tentangmu dan untukmu
Yang tersisa hanya kepastian:
Aku salah pernah memilihmu
(Bukan, bukan aku yang menjadi kesalahanmu)
Kamu tidak lagi
Dan tak akan pernah lagi
Istimewa.
- 010107 -
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Not Yet
Hey Mr. Smart Man!
Don’t break me down yet
Not now
Not before I dare to say ‘Hello’ to you
Please be patient cuz I’m still pulling my guts together
Don’t break me down yet
Not now
Not before I dare to say ‘Hello’ to you
Please be patient cuz I’m still pulling my guts together
You Said You'd Stay
Is it too much to ask for
A little space that used to be mine
A little place inside called heart
A spot that once belongs to me
I promise this time I’ll be patient
And I’ll make sure you’ll listen
I’ll trust every lie you claim as the truth
I promise I’ll be nice, I’ll be very quiet
Don’t shake your head
Don’t say you’ll thinking it over
I just need you to keep your promise
Cuz I’ve been holding on to your words
And you said you’d stay
Next to me, you’d stay
I hate to cry, I hate the drama
I don’t want to be mushy and all
Life has been pretty hard
You don’t need to hurt me this way
Don’t sigh, don’t raise your eyebrow
Don’t hold my hand and say you’re sorry
After all I just hope you keep your promise
And with all the words I have faith in
Is there any chance for you to stay?
Cuz some time ago you said you’d stay..
A little space that used to be mine
A little place inside called heart
A spot that once belongs to me
I promise this time I’ll be patient
And I’ll make sure you’ll listen
I’ll trust every lie you claim as the truth
I promise I’ll be nice, I’ll be very quiet
Don’t shake your head
Don’t say you’ll thinking it over
I just need you to keep your promise
Cuz I’ve been holding on to your words
And you said you’d stay
Next to me, you’d stay
I hate to cry, I hate the drama
I don’t want to be mushy and all
Life has been pretty hard
You don’t need to hurt me this way
Don’t sigh, don’t raise your eyebrow
Don’t hold my hand and say you’re sorry
After all I just hope you keep your promise
And with all the words I have faith in
Is there any chance for you to stay?
Cuz some time ago you said you’d stay..
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Shallow Man
I said I’ve done with you
But things keep coming back
Over and again in an endless way
I need to get through it
There’s something stuck in my mind
The way you don’t treat me right
And how I want to scream to you
The words I’ve been kept
You won’t ask for forgiveness, I know
You might don’t care at all
No matter how much I hate you
No more hellos, not even a smile
No matter how ugly things go
You just won’t get it
Not in a zillion way
This could be one chance
To make you bleed to death
And you might die slowly
But is it worth to try?
Cuz I have the companion
I even have the whole troop
Or should I just let it pass
And drain my mind away?
You’re too shallow to understand, that’s for sure
But still I’ll spare your life
Even if I detest you
And no more hellos, no more smiles
Until everything gets dreadful
You still won’t get it
Not in a zillion way
But things keep coming back
Over and again in an endless way
I need to get through it
There’s something stuck in my mind
The way you don’t treat me right
And how I want to scream to you
The words I’ve been kept
You won’t ask for forgiveness, I know
You might don’t care at all
No matter how much I hate you
No more hellos, not even a smile
No matter how ugly things go
You just won’t get it
Not in a zillion way
This could be one chance
To make you bleed to death
And you might die slowly
But is it worth to try?
Cuz I have the companion
I even have the whole troop
Or should I just let it pass
And drain my mind away?
You’re too shallow to understand, that’s for sure
But still I’ll spare your life
Even if I detest you
And no more hellos, no more smiles
Until everything gets dreadful
You still won’t get it
Not in a zillion way
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