Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Melancholic B***h

Faraway from home
I flew away, faraway from home
Trying to reach out for the stars
Reaching what I believe I deserved
This time this moment
These wishes this mind this body
This is what I am
I do believe I deserve to dream
Still somehow I found myself dying
Lonely and alone..crying
Hold me now I need to hold on
Just take me to where you are

Hollow

there
those were the chairs we sat on
when we talked about your ideology
(a mouthful of craps)
and the oops after the small eyes conversation

those are just empty chairs, now
nothing but nothing.

I LOVE YOU

For every single thing that I can remember

I love You.

Lessons of Life

Skeptic and faded
No more.
No more.
Rise and shine
I’m brighter than ever
Weak and pathetic
Long ago.
Long ago.
It was just a game
Pretty much a game
I learnt.
I got up.
I smile.
I’m smiling!
I’m not that stupid someone
No more.
N o m o r e.

Your Ideology and A Mouthful of Craps

“it’s black
my ideology is black
also honesty and sweet words
perhaps a little guilty feelings, too”

but most of all
you’re just a mouthful of craps.

CHAOTIC VERSION OF YOU

Oh yes, indeed
I’ve never really listen to you
I’ve seen your kind before
You and your mate
The ones that speak your language

Please count me out
Enjoy your own sin
Make some more sin
You’ll get what you deserve
You and your mate

And then you’ll see
You and your mate will see
Liars get liars
And things will get so ugly
For you and your mate

It’ll be chaotic
Oh yes, it will be

L'ESPOIR INTERDIRE #4

And if I got scared of this feeling
Is it a mistake?
I need to feel what's there
Despite of any other wounded heart

I tought I saw something
Please. Please. Please.

Friday, August 25, 2006

The Drugs On Him

People say that he’s never been good
Not to me or anybody
But his white presence I can’t ignore
I could give my life just to touch him

Sipping his sense to my body
I always love his scent
No more pain I feel
I’m free when he’s inside

Ten years from now it might have over
But he will be there always
Remind me how good he was to me
But too much him in my vein will kill me..